Excerpts

Step into the world of "Reborn as a Boat" with these selected passages from the novel. Experience Elian's journey from confusion to self-discovery, and the rich sensory world they navigate.

Awakening

From Chapter 1

Consciousness came to Elian like waves lapping against a shore—gentle at first, then with growing insistence. There was no moment of waking, no clear line between oblivion and awareness, just a gradual realization that they existed.

The first sensation was motion—a subtle rocking that felt somehow right, as natural as breathing. Then came awareness of wood—not as something external, but as self. Smooth planks warmed by sunlight, a mast reaching skyward, sails furled but ready to catch the wind.

Elian opened eyes they didn't have and saw the world from perspectives that shouldn't have been possible. Below, crystal-clear water revealed white sand and darting fish. Above, seagulls wheeled against a cloudless sky. Around them, a sheltered cove embraced by rocky cliffs that glowed golden in the dawn light.

The question formed not in a mind but throughout their entire wooden being: What am I?

The answer came not from memory but from simple existence: A ship. I am a ship.

But that couldn't be right. Ships didn't think. Ships didn't feel the caress of water against their hull as a physical sensation. Ships didn't wonder why they were ships.

Yet here they were, anchored in an unfamiliar cove with no recollection of how they'd arrived, no memory of anything before this moment, and the undeniable knowledge that being a ship was not what they were supposed to be.

The First Door

From Chapter 3

"Did you feel that?" Kaia asked, her small hand pressed against the wooden wall of the cabin.

Elian had felt it—a strange tingling sensation throughout their wooden body, like the memory of pins and needles in limbs they no longer possessed.

"It's coming from here," Kaia said, moving her hand along the wall. "It feels... different."

And then, where there had been only smooth planking moments before, the outline of a door appeared. Not built into the wall, but emerging from it, as if the wood itself was remembering it should be a door.

The door swung open without a sound, revealing not the expected view of the sea beyond the hull, but a room that couldn't possibly exist within the confines of a small sailing ship.

Sunlight streamed through a glass ceiling, illuminating a space filled with plants of impossible colors—azure leaves, crimson ferns, flowers that shifted hue as they watched. At the center stood a small tree bearing golden fruit that seemed to capture and hold the sunlight.

"How is this possible?" Kaia whispered, stepping through the doorway. "It's bigger than your entire hull."

Elian had no answer. This room was part of them, yet they had no memory of it, no knowledge of how it came to be or what purpose it served. It was like discovering an extra limb—both familiar and utterly foreign.

"What else don't I know about myself?" Elian wondered, their voice resonating from the walls around them.

The Singing Reef

From Chapter 5

The first notes reached them while they were still a mile from the reef—a haunting melody carried on the breeze, so faint it might have been imagination. But as they drew closer, the music grew more distinct, a chorus of tones that seemed to rise from the water itself.

"It's beautiful," Kaia whispered, leaning over Elian's railing, her hair shimmering like heat waves in the afternoon sun.

Thorne nodded, his kaleidoscope eyes reflecting the shifting colors of the sea. "The Singing Reef. Water flowing through the coral formations creates the sounds. Some say the reef was shaped by sea witches to play specific melodies, a way of communicating with creatures of the deep."

As Elian glided over the reef, they could see the source of the music—coral in impossible colors, forming intricate structures that channeled water through passages of varying widths. The effect was like a massive instrument played by the sea itself, notes changing with the rhythm of the waves.

But there was something else, a resonance that Elian felt through their wooden hull, a vibration that seemed to match something deep within them. It was as if the reef's song was calling to a part of them they didn't yet know existed.

And then they saw it—a massive conch shell rising from the reef, its spiral form iridescent in the clear water, windows and doorways carved into its whorls. A home, but like no home they had ever seen.

"That's where we'll find Nerissa," Thorne said quietly. "The sea witch who knows Lysander's mark."

The Between

From Chapter 15

Reality dissolved around them as they sailed over the edge of the waterfall. For a moment, there was nothing—no light, no sound, no sensation of movement. Then, like a painting forming brush stroke by brush stroke, a new world took shape.

They floated not on water but in a vast expanse that defied description—neither air nor liquid, but something that allowed Elian to sail as if on an invisible sea. Around them, fragments of other worlds drifted like islands in a cosmic archipelago, each with its own physics, its own rules of existence.

On one floating fragment, trees grew sideways, their branches reaching toward a sun that occupied the same space as a moon. On another, buildings of crystal and light shifted form with the thoughts of their inhabitants. Some islands were familiar—pieces of reality that might have been plucked from their own world. Others were so alien that looking at them made Kaia's eyes water and Thorne's head ache.

"The Between," Thorne whispered, his voice filled with awe. "The space that exists in the gaps between defined realities. I've read theories, but I never thought..."

Elian felt a strange sense of recognition, as if some part of them had always known this place existed. The crystal heart at their core pulsed with energy, resonating with the strange forces that held this realm together.

"How do we find Lysander in all of this?" Kaia asked, her fire dimmed by the overwhelming alienness of their surroundings.

As if in answer, a path of light appeared before them, stretching from Elian's bow toward a distant constellation of floating islands that seemed more stable than the others.

"We follow the connection," Elian said, understanding coming from somewhere deep within. "Part of me has always been here, even when I was human. That's why I was dying in the real world. And that's why Lysander made me this way—to exist in both places at once."

Harbors of the Heart

From Chapter 20

Sunset painted the harbor in shades of amber and gold as Elian docked at the new port. Their decks were alive with activity—Kaia teaching a young fire elemental to shape flame into delicate sculptures, Nerissa consulting with a local fisherman about weather patterns, Cog the mechanical fox darting between visitors with messages tied to his brass back.

From their mast, Elian watched it all with a sense of contentment that still surprised them. A year ago, they had awakened alone and confused, a consciousness trapped in an unfamiliar form. Now, they were the heart of a floating community, a nexus where the magical and mundane worlds intersected.

Within their wooden body, rooms had multiplied and evolved. The library now contained not just fragments of their own past but the stories of everyone who had sailed with them. The greenhouse bloomed with plants from a dozen different islands. The star-mapping chamber tracked not just constellations but the paths of all those whose lives had touched Elian's.

And deep within, in a space that pulsed with gentle light, Lyra's consciousness continued to grow stronger. Soon, she would be ready for her own vessel, one being crafted with care by the artisans of the Mechanical Isle, incorporating elements of Lysander's design with new innovations.

As lanterns were lit across their decks and music began to play for the evening gathering, Elian felt the warm presence of Kaia leaning against their mast.

"Do you ever miss it?" she asked quietly. "Being human?"

Elian considered the question, feeling the weight of all they had lost and all they had gained.

"I miss knowing who I was," they admitted. "But I don't think I would trade what I've become. As a human, I was dying alone. As this—" they creaked their wooden planks in what had become their version of a shrug, "—I've found purpose. I've found family."

Kaia smiled, her eyes glowing ember-orange in the fading light. "You've become a harbor for all of us."

"Not just a physical harbor," Elian said, watching as more visitors arrived for the gathering, each carrying their own stories, their own magic. "A harbor for hearts that didn't quite fit anywhere else."

And that, Elian realized, was the true magic of their transformation—not the rooms that defied physics or the ability to sail between worlds, but the space they created for others, a floating sanctuary where differences were celebrated and no one had to journey alone.